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 i have a friend that is really depressed at the moment and i hope she get’s better because she’s been my friend for 7/8 years now and i love her! i can’t make her get better because i know it’s not that easy but she’s my bestfriend and i hope sometime soon she realise’s that those people aren’t worth it and that she’s not fat! some things don’t go away and i know that but i’m so worried about her i just wish she’d be all better. I love you Pippa and i always will. You’ve been there for me and i will ALWAYS be there for you.<3!

Please come back home soon.<3

Someone told me to &#8216;go kill myself&#8217;&#8230; i was thinking of doing it but then i thought to myself that one person isn&#8217;t worthit because at the end of the day i realised i&#8217;m stronger than that and i realised that maybe just maybe i&#8217;m getting better. None of my friend&#8217;s know that when i&#8217;m at home i cry most of the time and cry myself to sleep, because when i&#8217;m out i am so &#8216;happy&#8217; it&#8217;s all an act. people ask me if anythings wrong i just smile and say no but&#8230; there is. Sometimes i jusst don&#8217;t know what to do&#8230; but i have a friend that is really bad and depressed and i hope she get&#8217;s better because she&#8217;s been my friend for 7/8 years now and i love her! i can&#8217;t make her get better because i know it&#8217;s not that easy but she&#8217;s my bestfriend and i hope sometime soon she realise&#8217;s that those people aren&#8217;t worth it and that she&#8217;s not fat! some things don&#8217;t go away and i know that but i&#8217;m so worried about her i just wish she&#8217;d be all better. I love you Pippa and i always will you&#8217;ve been there for me and i will ALWAYS be there for you.&lt;3!

Someone told me to ‘go kill myself’… i was thinking of doing it but then i thought to myself that one person isn’t worthit because at the end of the day i realised i’m stronger than that and i realised that maybe just maybe i’m getting better. None of my friend’s know that when i’m at home i cry most of the time and cry myself to sleep, because when i’m out i am so ‘happy’ it’s all an act. people ask me if anythings wrong i just smile and say no but… there is. Sometimes i jusst don’t know what to do… but i have a friend that is really bad and depressed and i hope she get’s better because she’s been my friend for 7/8 years now and i love her! i can’t make her get better because i know it’s not that easy but she’s my bestfriend and i hope sometime soon she realise’s that those people aren’t worth it and that she’s not fat! some things don’t go away and i know that but i’m so worried about her i just wish she’d be all better. I love you Pippa and i always will you’ve been there for me and i will ALWAYS be there for you.<3!

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